so today BLEW....but tonight was absoulty awesome.

E,casey and I went to rtc to eat...they sat us right next to the freaking bathroom....and then the Men's bathroom like had some kind of explosion. it was gross but fun with those girls...haha we traced Casey's stalker and ate tons of food. Then miss Karen picked us up...i love her she is ultimate. she took us to the highschool because she wasnt thinking clearly....haha so we finaly get to the rink at the end of the 2nd period. it was sweet, Elong and I got roudy as Jason messed people up. awesome. After the game Katie and I got obnoxious, she is the shit. Then Jason came out after like 20 minutes...haha and I saw Ferguson who i love like i love mint choclate chip ice cream. Then went back to Jason's house.

saw his new living room furniture and gave his parents my opinion. then the wannner's and his grandparents came over and me and Jason watched Forest Gump. bahaha He got me "I'm sorry" flowers....pretty chute! i just got home from there now...

today was senior big cookie day and Garyon said he would buy me one but he didnt.....little jerk.

this weekend i have a volleyabll tournament at temple, we will probably lose every match, sweet....but i get to chill with lyss,seymour, pop and my girl caseey E all weekend.

i was just thinking....i miss my preschool joseph......and speaking of joseph, i miss dave shoop as well.

so on that note......im out!

audra

i love jwanda,casey E and E-rin forsythe.....whatchya gonna do

ps....favorite perosn of the week: Katie Dwyer

If this were about 6 months ago...i'd call my best friend up and cry to her about my night, she would help me bitch about it and i would feel 10 times better.

its all too much to handle

New Year's eve was fun. went to Jason's, whitey and raisa were there...we all stayed there for the night.

Looking back over 2005 i think about how this year was one of the best and one of the worsts.

this year...i grew up

i found out what I stand for and learned how to be myself. This sounds cliche but its true

I found out what love is.....although I had to lose him in order to figure out that hes the only one.

I became really close with some people. Especially this summer. my best freinds in the world....I would spend almost eveyday with them, out driving going to breakfast, eating a-won or just hanging out spilling rita's on white carpets. I cant even describe how it feels to know things aren't the same between all of us. and they all graduate this year. i just cant believe how much time has flown.

I gained some of the greatest friends i will ever know. and even though they dont live close we always find some time together. and it couldnt be any better. i'm glad things are still the same with all of us. Since this year it seemed like once something was good, it changed....and not always for the better.

I lost some friends too, and i miss them...but things couldnt go back to normal. but it was the best while it lasted <3

some other highlights of '05.....

-playing soccer and realizing how much i love it...tournaments with metro and school season with kristen<3

-this summer, everything about it

-late night visits from that boy with the phatty

-the day erin got back from california

-volleyball season....it was hard, but it was good for me.

-hockey games

-the beach

- going to random carnivals with my girls

-realizing that finding people who are real is hard, but keeping those friends who are real and true to you is easy.

I dont think i could have survived this year without erin, and thats about all i have to say about it.

the past month has been a real eyeopener for me, I became a lot closer to my sister, i found out that even tho shes a dork and shes related to me, shes still cool and i love her.

here's to 2006. my seniors who im going to miss too much.

<3

today was sweet.

went to park city

bought some clothes

pretty happy about it

went to texas roadhouse with jas, whitey and raunch tonight. it was fun cant wait for new years.

tommorow is the H christmas. pretty pumped....even tho we have to run for 2 hours beforehand. it will be the bes i love them

im out<3

i love you.

duh

audra

Currently Listening In Between Dreams By Jack Johnson see related

pretty good start to the break last night.

I'm as happy as I let myself be.

you can't break me.

pretty pumped. LOVE<3

audg